Monday, April 2, 2012

Waiting for what's next

Yesterday we had the winds.  Today we have the postcard views.  Any who watch BIG BANG THEORY or PARKS AND RECREATION know the sight of Pasadena's City Hall, shown here with palm trees.  On our street, it was turf-war time among the palms this morning, the crows playing the Sharks, the parrots as the Jets.  The crows are bigger, louder and a lot more scary.  This round went to them.

Photo by Gina McDaniel

During Sunday's game between the Boston Celtics and Miami Heat, an exterior shot of the Boston stadium showed a patch of jonquils. I have it on good authority there were snow flurries not two days earlier.  I take heart from the jonquils and how each growing thing, us included, pushes tenaciously toward the sun, toward dreams and sources of nourishment in all its forms, some of which may seem nearly unreachable.  I also took heart from the Celtics, called a team of old men (which they also call the Lakers), with too many players on the disabled list, winning handsomely.  Of course, being  an age that would allow me to be the mother - by a wide margin - of the team's oldest player, probably Kevin Garnett at 35, approximately, casts the notion of old in a different light.

Somewhere in my Monday morning internet rambles, I saw the reminder to never stop dreaming.  As my mind shrieks about a split infinitive, I ignore it and continue.  My philosophy could best be described as "We never know."  The will, the determination, not only to survive but to flourish inspires me, in flora, in fauna. We don't ever know what comes next, which may be the single best and most difficult thing about this existence.  Every moment becomes an act of faith, or perhaps you would call it optimism.  Life is a cliff-hanger, one of the old Saturday morning serials at the 10-cent Early Bird movie.  I intend to keep showing up.  I want to see what happens next.

6 comments:

molly said...

with that in mind (keep showing up), i signed up for the universe emails. got my first one today and it felt good.
thanks for letting me know about it.

Marylinn Kelly said...

Molly - So glad you found and signed up for the universe mails. They can set the mood for the day, always for the better.

Antares Cryptos said...

If we could be prescient would we want to know?
Better to dream and show up.

Small nudge;). Finally posted about Peter Beard, who I am certain you are familiar with.

susan t. landry said...

i will forever hold in my mind's eye an image of you as kevin garnett's mother. do NOT disappoint me, if we ever meet...

Marylinn Kelly said...

Antares - No, I wouldn't want to know, for good or ill. It works well as it is and what would life be without the (preferably good) surprises.

I will come and visit you and Peter Beard. At one time I had some of his journal book(s?) Such a huge influence on this growing world. :)

Marylinn Kelly said...

Susan - You will recognize me as the proud mother of a writer/library assistant and his very slightly older brother, a newly-reassigned NBA center. Do remember, though, that lowered expectations may produce happy surprises. xo